I'm SO SO SO tired, but relaxed, and happy.:) No sitter, so we took M out to Border's for fruity drinks, and book shopping. I'd found my $150.!!! yeah, that's a relief, and I'd promised myself I could splurge on ME with some of it, and the splurge would have been getting a sitter, so instead I spent $21. on a book -- I NEVER spend that much money on a book, never mind something for myself. It was on 20% off, but still. Something like suite francoise (french suitcase) which I've been dying for. (M had hoped to go swimming at the pool at BJ's hotel, but he didn't have a suit with him, and, frankly, the only one M found of mine was one of the bikini's, and mostly it meant just going out someplace.)
But, yeah, after M was asleep, AND Daisy asleep, we got some time to just "be." It's been too long, so we had a lot of catching up to do. :)
A lot more, but, not in a PUBLIC journal, yanno?
Sometimes, it's good to just "be."
Likely good I took M to her figures class, too. And, I did enjoy talking even more with some of the parents. I'm feeling comfortable there now, mostly, and as if friends with a couple. One of the dances M learned (relearned? she likely has at least SEEN it from my groups classes), is Three Tunes. It is a bit tricky for adults, ha, but the girls seemed to have some fun with it! :)
Ah, yes, as I told BJ last night, "There's only one you, so if I had to wait, then I had to wait." He'd asked if it was worth the wait -- it's been a long time. Just being next to him, close with him, talking with him in person even again, felt really good:)